Goodbye grandpa

My first thought when grandpa is ill that I am so sad and feeling helpless. Grandpa left everyone half an hour ago peacefully. I was very tearful and cried when he at the hospital but now I feel no tear at all.

Finally I find that perhaps it is good for him to go because his body cannot take it any more. He is old and I know he wants to stay longer but you know we don't have all the time we need. God knows the better place for him.

I miss grandpa, this is goodbye to grandpa.